Welcome back to my 6th week here at the blog of the link-up Finish This!! I am a little late on writing/posting this blog post, so sorry for my tardiness. If you follow my blog, you have seen the few posts.. It has been a big/hectic week. And to continue it tomorrow is my sisters birthday!
If you are a returning reader, welcome back and thanks for coming back week after week to read the blog! If you are new around here, I joined a blog link up that four amazing ladies host- called, you guessed it "Finish This". They provide the prompts and we finish those prompts with our responses and then add it to the link up for others to read and respond. It is a fun game where all of us bloggers can "link up" and learn more about each other, find common interests, etc, in a fun and creative way!
This Weeks Prompts:
The best mistake I ever made... As weird as it sounds marrying my first and only boyfriend. Because of what has happened (we are now divorced). When we were just boyfriend and girlfriend, there were a lot of people in my world that were totally against the relationship, and even more so when we got engaged and then married. I would not listen to them, believe them, give any of them the light of day, because at the time I was happy, and thought everything was "perfect".
From this mistake, I learned... I have now learned to really take peoples advice, because the people dishing out said advice, has my best interest at heart, and probably would have saved me from heartbreak. But also getting married young, and it not working out, I have learned that I definitely do deserve better. I thought he was the best I could do. I loved him, do not get me wrong. I did not marry him with any bad intentions, feelings, concerns, or for the wrong reasons at all. But I know I deserve a real man who will take care of me and provide for me and our family one day. Because of my lack of dating experience I did not know that I should have been treated even better, even when we were dating. So now I can take all that has happened in the past six years of being with that one guy through dating, engagement, marriage, and now divorce, into my next relationship. To do it better, and to really be more selective, because like I said, I DO deserve better, and better is out there waiting for me!
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When I'm anxious, I tell myself... In theory, I tell myself to count down from 10 and to just breathe in and breathe out in hopes that will work, but honestly.. I am awful at talking myself down. I have been diagnosed with anxiety disorder, and even with medications, at times I have a hard time controlling my anxiety. I have even gotten rushed to the hospital because I could not get out of my anxiety attack. So if it is bad, I usually call my Mom or my best friend Jennifer though to try and talk me down. My Mom is good at being there if part of anxiety is causing me to have a good cry and she gets to me stop somehow, and my best friend is good for giving me advice on whatever is causing me all the anxiety.. and you know what she is usually right and makes me feel better! I don't know what I would do without either of them!
All I really want to do is... I have goals for sure, so if that is what this is asking here they are. I have a lot of medical debt because of my numerous medical issues in the past few years, and couple that with some credit card debt that I need to get rid of from my irresponsible teenage years, I unfortunately have to file for Bankruptcy. Once that stress is off my shoulders I want to start the process to do the Gastric Bypass surgery, and once I am healthy enough and can afford it I want to go to Cosmetology School and end up working in a salon doing hair. I actually already dye my own hair as well my sister and my Moms, and I do not have any formal training, but I would love to learn all the ins and outs. So either do that full time or have it as a side job and be a stay-at-home Mom, because I really want to be a Mom. I have an amazing one, and I want to be just like her! All I ever want to do is make people happy. I always do for others, and then circle back to myself last, which has its pros and its cons, but I am giver, and I just want to make sure those I love and care for are happy and taken care of. Obviously all I really want is to be happy and make others happy, so if I succeed in that over the course of my life, that my life was worth living and it was a success!
(Can I just say, these prompts were the hardest for me to answer since I started participating in this blog link up.. did anyone else have like serious writers block when it came to answering these?)
Now its your turn! Don't have a blog?, don't fret.. just answer the prompts in the comments section below!! Then come back next week for another round of Finish This!!! Hopefully I won't be sooo tardy with next weeks post!
Here are the prompts for next week (June 4) if you are following along and posting your responses!
I conquer fear...
I follow my heart...
I feed my soul by...
I used to worry about ____ but then I...
Look forward to a blog post on my sisters 17th birthday this weekend!!
It is currently 12:28a.m. on May 31st as I write this, so it is officially her birthday!
Happy Birthday Nicole!!!
Have a great weekend all!!!
Peace & Love
Molly
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